remembrance.

this past weekend i cleaned the entirety of my room. like went through everything in it. and i found a bunch my old drawings and writing. hm. it was so odd looking through it. most of them were very naive. or eh how to say this.. BAD! but i kinda surprised myself. some of my writing was actually pretty good. like with  a little revision they could be worth while. :)

i hate cancer.

so right now my uncle mark.(who's like a father to me.) is in the hospital. dying. he's been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer for almost two years now. which is actually quite amazing. because pancreatic cancer is one of the deadliest cancers. most people don't make it past 6 months. which it how long the doctors gave my uncle to live. but he's beat the odds and made it this far. though he's proven to stay strong his time is finally up. the doctors are saying he has two weeks at most to live. and i just don't know how to feel right now. because he's not gone yet. but i feel like he is..