i hate cancer.

so right now my uncle mark.(who's like a father to me.) is in the hospital. dying. he's been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer for almost two years now. which is actually quite amazing. because pancreatic cancer is one of the deadliest cancers. most people don't make it past 6 months. which it how long the doctors gave my uncle to live. but he's beat the odds and made it this far. though he's proven to stay strong his time is finally up. the doctors are saying he has two weeks at most to live. and i just don't know how to feel right now. because he's not gone yet. but i feel like he is..